By sharing my story with you here, I am simply sharing my way out of the Hell of having lost one of the great loves of my life. I assure you, you must MOVE ON. There is a dear little soul that NEEDS YOU to stop experiencing your 'agony of loss' so that you can share as much of this glorious life together, as you can. Don't waste another day thinking about it because the clock is ticking. Remember this one little trick... force yourself to 'LOOK FORWARD' and there, in front of you, if you will see it! There will be 'Love and JOY' again. I don't want to sound like I'm preaching but with all the love in my heart, I tell you... TAKE THE FIRST STEP and the universe will NOT LET YOU DOWN - I promise.